tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-66319936357637367772024-03-13T04:02:32.460-07:00Stacy`s DiaryStacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.comBlogger318125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-64355531882374285292017-03-06T19:52:00.002-08:002017-03-06T19:52:39.581-08:00my favorite dish my grandma made me...my favorite dish my grandma made me was Fideo, pinto beans, spinach, tortillas, and fresh salsa - man, l wish there was a place that had that on their menu - sure l can make it - but it will never measure up to grandmas cooking!!<br />
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<br />Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-80220908003340761522016-08-20T10:21:00.002-07:002016-08-20T10:21:43.884-07:00Standing up for MYself!<div dir="ltr" id="yiv6094404333yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1471709880153_26443">
I
have never done anything to Vic - the only thing I do is react to his
mood towards me, his comments to me and his body language to me -----
What he does and have done to me, l do not do to him -EVER. It is really
tough for me to deal with his condescending, abusive, bully ways
towards me - l do not know why he hates me so....maybe it is all the
times you confide to him whenever we are having marriage trouble. l
don`t know why he continues to get in the mix of our marriage. l cannot
say anything without some sort of commentary from him if he is in ear
shot, even if l am not talking to him. There has been times we (you and
me) do not talk for months because of something Vic related. He loves to
put tension between us - and you allow it. </div>
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When
you guys were not talking for 6months - l never talked bad about Vic. l
let you guys handle it. l never try to get in the middle of your
friendship. but for some reason Vic cannot do the same for us. l try to
just 'deal' with it and try to let this go......but it is wearing on me -
please understand........ if I had a friend that we were around 3-4+
times a week that did this to you.....l do not think you would take it
as well as l have taken it for the past 8+ years. l cannot be myself
around him or say anything in fear of his negative reaction to it. </div>
l
cannot change Vic - l cannot change you - but l need to take care of
myself on this - l just don`t know if l can be around Vic any more - l
don`t want to ignore his ways towards me any more and l hate when you
defend him in front of him to me - it makes me feel like l do not matter
-- it makes me sad, mad, angry - it is bad for us ----- l don`t know
how to 'deal' with this ---- except maybe l will just not be around Vic
any more --- that`s all l can come up with right now. l am going to
stand up for myself from now on - to anybody - to everybody - cause l am
the only one that`s going to do it.....cause contrary to others
opinions.....I DO MATTER!! Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-39353545867042792362016-05-22T09:26:00.003-07:002016-05-22T09:26:44.506-07:00My last attempt at stating my Case<div dir="ltr" id="yiv0826486692yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1463932163687_6071">
1st
of all - let me say - I do appreciate you and l am very grateful for
you for paying our Rent, buying my food & drink when we go out and
taking care of Vet bills. I respect and l am very proud of you and your
Job/Career - I think you work very hard and you are great at it - you
are a very valuable employee. l know you have many health issues that
must weigh on you tremendously. l am very empathetic and l am here to
help to my capacity. </div>
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You,
many times, have brought it to my attention your disdain towards my
fetish career, my role in our household, my role as your wife, my income
and so on. l was a fetish model, l still am - which requires me to edit
myself online, email people for shoots, be Stacy Burke, etc. l was this
before l met you. l used to make a lot of money - but l slowed down the
modeling, not just due to age, but l wanted it to be more of a hobby
than a full time career. l do not believe l walk around like l am high
and mighty - as you put it 'here l am, Stacy Burke, make way'. lt hurts
me to think this of me. </div>
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Besides
the fetish/internet modeling, l also work 5 days a week, l do the
animal chores, l pay & do the daily grocery shopping, l pay for both
our phone bills, our internet, our cable bill, our electricity, l do
the cleaning, and whatever else the household needs......and l do this
because l want to. l spend more than 75% of my income on our bills and
household. </div>
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All
l wish for is recognition and appreciation in return. But last night,
yet again, you made it clear how you feel about that. lt hurts me
greatly. But l know l am a good person and l do a lot - and l have the
receipts to prove it. \</div>
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l
do not know how you can stand to be with me - knowing how you feel
about me. l have told you this many times - l want you happy - l will
never stand in your way - if l disgust you so much - then you should not
be with me - this is your call to make - not mine. For - l am happy
with everything, my only complaint is they way you treat me and your low
opinion towards me shows through - and as l say - l do not handle that
well - l lash out just as hard as you lash out - l see a change in me
that l do not like - l am becoming bitter, mean and recluse. </div>
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l
do not know the answer to all this - but l do know things cannot get
better as long as l continue to disgust you so......so....l guess it is
your call. </div>
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l
will try to stay out of your way as much as possible - as l think l
need time to myself to re-evaluate myself and get in-tune with myself
instead of being lost in a shroud of judgement. </div>
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Besides - l hate lashing out at you as well - it is not healthy and does nothing but destruct things further. </div>
l
just want you to know that l do love you, l do respect you, l do
appreciate you and l am sorry if l do not let that be known more often. l
only wish you the best. Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-17031604605541123252016-04-13T15:53:00.003-07:002016-04-13T15:53:58.882-07:00my husband Roy back in ER!<span class="fbPhotosPhotoCaption" data-ft="{"tn":"K"}" id="fbPhotoSnowliftCaption" tabindex="0"><span class="hasCaption">The latest News on My Husband Roy - at 3am this morning he went BACK to the ER at UCLA after having saliva gland cancer surgery - he was having
major pain and swelling - as of Now - he is Still in the ER - UCLA
Hospital Rooms are all booked up and Roy is waiting for a room to open
up. I just spoke to him on phone - he is pretty doped up, his voice is
hoarse and slurred - he seems very sleepy - hopefully a room will open
up soon - l think they rushed him home to soon! </span></span><br />
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1. The Wall (Pink Floyd)<br />
2. Jesus Christ Superstar<br />
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3. Tommy (The Who)<br />
4. Quadrophenia (The Who)<br />
5. American Idiot (Green Day)<br />
6, Ziggy Stardust (David Bowie)<br />
7. Hedwig and the Angry Inch<br />
8. Rock Horror Picture Show<br />
9. News of the World (Queen)<br />
10. Aqualung (Jethro Tull)<br />
11. Love you til Tuesday (David Bowie)<br />
12. Hair </div>
Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-50843995733360238182016-03-29T20:38:00.002-07:002016-03-29T20:38:24.375-07:00Our Country is going through Domestic Abuse! I am so sick of people saying 'that is what is wrong with our country' and 'lets make our country great again' etc...etc....if this was a relationship - it would be an abusive one - cause if you really loved our country - you wouldn`t bad mouth it, bully it into changing it into what YOUR idea of what it should be - advice, encouragement....sure...yes...cool....but l am so tired of this domestic abuse that our Country is getting from the people that claim to love it so!! Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-66714870929304221612016-03-29T20:05:00.002-07:002016-03-29T20:05:41.862-07:00l bring home the bacon & fry it up in the pan...Proud that not only am l a housewife, l cook, clean, work 5/6+ days a
week, l pay ALL Household bills, do the grocery shopping, take care of
our animals, donate, etc.....yes...this is me patting myself on the back
- cause sometimes you just gotta sometimes!!Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-5650931846586623742016-03-19T10:32:00.002-07:002016-03-19T10:32:24.027-07:00Felix our Cat tries to show Clyde our Puppy how to cover his wastel have a rug on balcony outside for Clyde our puppy to use as a pee-pad
(just wash & re-use) - Felix our Cat is repulsed by it - thinks
Clyde doesn`t know how to cover his waste like Felix does so well in his
litterbox - so Felix, every morning tries to show Clyde how to cover
his waste by scratching the rug over to cover it - looks at Clyde and
walks away - Clyde looks at me confused - l thank Felix for trying to
help and go over to fix the Rug back flat - it is just soooo cute!!Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-49758320923863690762016-03-03T19:08:00.003-08:002016-03-03T19:08:54.011-08:00My Hubby Roy has Cancerhere is a note from Roy himself ;<br />
As many of you are aware by now, I was diagnosed with cancer last
Thursday. Salivary Gland Cancer to be exact. After a stressful week of
tests and multiple Dr visits, it appears we have a plan of attack.
Surgery is scheduled for Friday, April 8 at UCLA. They wanted April 12
but I said Hell No! Iron Maiden is that Friday! Anyway, here is what I
know about my condition so far: The tumor seems to be small and self
contained to the gland which is good. No spreading. I will have a large
ugly cut from the top of my ear along the length of my neck and
reconstructive surgery is going to be needed. They are going to remove
the gland and most of the tissue around it. I will be in the hospital
for 2-4 days so the 8th works for Iron Maiden. It was confirmed today
that post surgery treatment will include 6 weeks of radiation. I'm not
asking for folks to feel bad for me but I am asking for your prayers.
This is for sure going to knock me down but I won't stay down and that's
where your support is needed. If you have questions or concerns you all
know how to reach me! I'm putting my War Team together and I hope you
all will join!Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-10451352325194255332016-02-22T17:10:00.002-08:002016-02-22T17:10:36.378-08:00Leash to Harness NOT Collar when Riding with your DogAm l the only one who gets upset whenever l see somebody riding their
bike, jogging, riding their skateboard really fast while holding a leash
connected to the NECK of a Dog Collar with their Dog?? l mean come on -
at LEAST connect leash to a harness instead of collar - just for safety
so you don`t choke, break neck or kill your dog - l mean - really?? Why
is this legal??Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-44741943881029173792016-02-18T17:12:00.001-08:002016-02-18T18:08:46.734-08:00Scared - Clyde (my frenchie) not wellscared - Clyde has been acting weird off and and on all week - he did
not eat his breakfast this morning - wont play - he usually attacks
vacuum - today he ran and hid from it - wont do anything but lay down on
couch with sad eyes -staring off in distance -shakes once in a while - l
fed him some ice cubes to soothe belly and hydrate him - vet wont see
him til the am ----<br />
- NOW - Clyde seems fine - doc says sometimes when pup becomes 1 year old they can have growing pains and their body hurts and get depressed while you at work.Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-77805333743359087962015-11-15T18:00:00.002-08:002015-11-15T18:00:12.447-08:00should l become a vegetarian?l just watched a horrific video on how pigs being abused before
slaughter to make Spam - l balled my eyes out - it is not right to
torture anything - l felt their pain in this video - l am really
thinking about becoming a VegetarianStacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-9756053150042621322015-11-15T16:30:00.001-08:002015-11-15T16:30:20.123-08:00Doggy Door SundayEating left over steak - drinking red wine - binge watching holiday
movies - peppermint bark for desert - installed new doggie door so door
can be closed and animals can go outside to do their business - Clyde
fresh n clean from groomers - my hubby in his Capt. America onsie - ah loving my Sundays during the Holiday Season!Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-12229909736233034912015-11-14T18:58:00.002-08:002015-11-14T18:58:37.859-08:00Who is the Whore Now?say what you say about me - all true - l never claim to be anything else
- l never hid my past - but l also do not parade it around - so if
others bring up my past - I KNOW IT WAS NOT ME WHO BROUGHT IT TO THEIR
ATTENTION - so who is the whore now?Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-7011394226290444412015-11-12T19:34:00.001-08:002015-11-12T19:34:47.561-08:00Holiday Electric Bill Rip-off!!Oh Yeaaaa -the WORSE part of the Holiday Season - the Electric Bill -
The Month of October, I used No fans, No heat, I use Candles instead of
lights and Only One Strand of Lights for Halloween -and the Electric
Bill is $225- for a 3bedroom apt.- last month it was $175- and there is
NO DIFFERENCE in how much electricity l used from last month to this
month - gee - cannot wait til the Xmas Electric bill comes - last year
it was $400- <a class="_58cn" data-ft="{"tn":"*N","type":104}" href="https://www.facebook.com/hashtag/smh?source=feed_text&story_id=1066716286681834"><span class="_58cl">#</span><span class="_58cm">SMH</span></a>Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-54130745486962435132015-11-07T18:17:00.002-08:002015-11-07T18:17:44.405-08:00Pretty Homeless FamousSaturday night and what am l doing??? Cleaning out my bottomless pit of a
closet and Filling up my car yet again with donations for the homeless
while watching the movie Pretty Famous and drinking wine!Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-67075721873651586412015-11-03T20:12:00.001-08:002015-11-03T20:12:34.640-08:00Pro and Cons of Fall/Winterthe ONLY thing about Fall/Winter l HATE is:: #1. Dry Skin/ #2. Cold/ #3.
Dark early/ #4. Allergies/ #5. l gotta wear pants/ #6. The Expensive
Electric Bill/ #7. Pale Skin/ #8. The Extra 5 pounds of fat/ #9
Spending ALL my money of Gifts that No One Likes or Uses, but <a class="_58cn" data-ft="{"tn":"*N","type":104}" href="https://www.facebook.com/hashtag/itsthethoughtthatcounts?source=feed_text&story_id=1062982917055171"><span class="_58cl">#</span><span class="_58cm">ItsTheThoughtThatCounts</span></a>
/ HOWEVER - I do LOVE the Holiday Movies, Snuggles on the couch, The
Pretty Holiday Lights and all the LOVE and Unity in the world - sooo
BRING ON THE HOLIDAY SEASON!! OXOXStacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-88699083313111704972015-11-01T14:13:00.002-08:002015-11-01T14:13:02.800-08:00HAPPY 1st of November!Nov. 1st - end of Daylight savings -1 more hour of sleep -taking down
Halloween Decorations and putting up Thanksgiving Deco - no more
Humidity - but still very Hot - a Dry Heat - Winds blowing - which means
my Allergies are in Full effect - Nose running - sneezing
uncontrollably - dry skin - body full of histamine - the 'Fall' of Fall
indeed -- ah lovely!!Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-45002020870337702162015-08-23T09:38:00.000-07:002015-08-23T09:38:00.266-07:00UPDATES @ YouTube.com/StacyBurkeMy Dairy Entries are now on Video @ <a href="http://youtube.com/StacyBurke">YouTube.com/StacyBurke</a><br />
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annoyed by EVERYONE --- (yes, l know you may want to correct me and
say 'don`t you mean the other way around?' - and my answer is No - my
statement is correct as is!)Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-90953294559689298012015-05-23T02:06:00.001-07:002015-05-23T02:06:17.907-07:00What Regina sent to my HubbyHey Roy feel free to still do your rooftop party Saturday if u want ..This
bbq at Johnny's was something we planned to do as a casual BBQ since
racers party was canceled...couple of his hockey friends and couple of
us .. Ya know what I mean ? Just don't want u to think its a big party
.. I work at 4 n everyone will probably end up there anywaysStacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6631993635763736777.post-3394676834603254372015-05-20T18:01:00.003-07:002015-05-20T18:02:27.894-07:00The Truth about Loyalty between Friends<blockquote class="twitter-tweet" lang="en">
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Some people aren't loyal to you, they are loyal to their need of you. Once their need changes, so does their loyalty.</div>
— Keith Sweat (@OGKeithSweat) <a href="https://twitter.com/OGKeithSweat/status/600771816395776000">May 19, 2015 </a></blockquote>
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a bottle - and my biggest pet-peeve - is when a man hugs you and you
end up smelling like his ratchet cologne - EWWWWWWW - GROSS - I`d rather
smell like puke!!Stacy Burkehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11115694629819580681noreply@blogger.com0