Wednesday, June 13, 2012
Sorry that I have not posted in a while. A lot of changes are going on with me lately. I think I was in a sort of a 'Slump' for awhile and I needed to make some changes. I am a True Gemini, I cannot remain stagnant for very long. For the Past 14 plus years, I was all about trying to be the best model, have the most domains, go to every Event, book every gig, get my name in as many projects as I could, own/possess/control as much as possible, have and update as many sites as I could, constantly promote....which was all good, no regrets, it was what I wanted at the time. Now looking back and looking forward, I don`t know if that is as important to me anymore. I`m not saying I am giving up anything. I am just focusing more on other things. I think it is time to stop living in the future and live more in the present. Stopping to smell the roses, so to speak. I am enjoying the little things in life more. I am learning to slow down, relax, digest and enjoy the moment for what it is, not what I can make it into. I am learning to take pride and enjoy the small things. I am stepping away from the computer more often to actually go outside and partake in real life. I tell ya, it is a lot less stressful. However, no worries, I will still log on every once in awhile to share with you my day through my Twitter, hec, I can`t quit Cold Turkey!