had a little Meltdown - my miss communication hindered and hurt others -
to those affected, I am truly sorry - I really mean no harm - I am just
going thru a weak moment right now.
I dunno....maybe it is mid-life crisis, personal, family issues.....etc........just
thought l would be further in life....doing something more
important.....everything that is said or done 2me, l feel more deeply
than ever......l lash out like a cobra when l feel threatened, even if
it is only in my own screwed up head.....like the straw and the camel
but on a bigger scale......or maybe l have always been like this, but
with the birth of social media, it gets broadcasted and put in front of
me with a magnifying glass.