Dear Cable Company

Dear $250- cable bill I pay each month - there is never anything good on TV - you are in danger - I am tempted to cancel all but my internet - as for I can get Soooo many more entertainment options on my `puter as well as any TV show I ever wanted plus up to the minute News - so your days are numbered - consider this a Warning!

In this Moment - these lyrics ring true for me

These Lyrics Ring true for me for Soooo Many Reasons - especially in this moment!
These words below fit best!

You love me for everything you hate me for

I'm the one that you need and fear
Now that you're hooked, it's all becoming clear
That all your judgments that you placed on me
Was a reflection of discovery
So maybe next time when you cast your stones
From the shadows of the dark unknown
You will crawl up from your hiding place
Take a look in the mirror
See the truth in your face

Entire Lyrics to 'I can be your Whore' by the band In This Moment:
 "Whore"

I'm the girl you've been thinking about
The one thing you can't live without
I'm the girl you've been waiting for
I'll have you down on your knees
I'll have you begging for more
You probably thought I wouldn't get this far
You thought I'd end up in the back of a car
You probably thought that I'd never escape
I'd be a rat in a cage, I'd be a slave to this place
You don't know how hard I fought to survive,
Waking up alone when I was left to die
You don't know about this life I've lived,
All these roads I've walked
All these tears I've bled
So how can this be?
You're praying to me
There's a look in your eyes,
I know just what that means
I can be, I can be your everything

I can be your whore!
I am the dirt you created
I am your sinner
I am your whore
But let me tell you something baby
You love me for everything you hate me for

I'm the one that you need and fear
Now that you're hooked, it's all becoming clear
That all your judgments that you placed on me
Was a reflection of discovery
So maybe next time when you cast your stones
From the shadows of the dark unknown
You will crawl up from your hiding place
Take a look in the mirror
See the truth in your face

So how can this be?
You're praying to me
There's a look in your eyes,
I know just what that means
I can be, I can be your everything

I can be your whore!
I am the dirt you created
I am your sinner
I am your whore
But let me tell you something baby
You love me for everything you hate me for

Oh whoa ho, oh whoa ho, oh whoa ho [x2]

I am the dirt you created
I am your sinner
I am your whore
But let me tell you something baby
You love me, you want me, you need me!

I can be your whore!
I am the dirt you created
I am your sinner
I am your whore
But let me tell you something baby
You love me for everything you hate me for

I can be your whore!
I can be your whore!
I can be your whore!
But let me tell you something baby
You love me for everything you hate me for

You love me for everything you hate me for

I didn`t start the Fire!

Hubby wanted to cook his own steak - 1 sec in - no joke 1 sec in - house filled up with smoke - l opened all windows - turned on all fans - opened all doors - put bird outside so she doesn`t die from the smoke - all he does is yell at ME - 'Stop with the control issues!!' LOL - OMG - just trying to save our animals & apt - but Okay - oooooo geeez!!

When you 'think' the Grass is Greener

If you think the 'Grass is Greener' - then your energy is wasted on envy & jealousy as YOUR Grass is dying from neglect - focus, appreciate & take care of what You DO Have - Water your OWN lawn and maybe Your Grass will grow the Greenest of All!!

My 1967 Oldsmobile Toronado Car

When l was 18yrs old - my boyfriend - Martin - taught me to drive in his vintage restored 1967 white fully loaded Toronado - he even let me use it for my 1st car until l bought my own car - which was a 1970 Buick Le Sabre convertible baby blue with a 455 engine - all options - criss cross bow convertible top and fiberglass interlocking boot ----- yea - l even used to work on my own engine - bought parts at pick a part when needed ---- ah the days l used to know a thing or two about cars!!

Yes, l am from Who-ville!

Seriously - hair clip on my nose is the ONLY Relief l get from sinus pain/pressure - looks funny - but it works - only thing that opens up my nasal passages, drug free!! 

Frankie getting some Teeth Pulled

so Heartbreakingly Sad - taking my cat Frankie to the vet - 1st putting him in the cat carrier - hearing him cry - driving him - then watching the nurse putting him that cold kennel cage all by himself surrounded by other sad scared crying kitties - l know he needs to go to vet - he needs some infected teeth pulled - cannot see my baby in pain any longer - l know he will feel better afterwards - he just needs to get through today - my poor baby!!

Nasty Cold, Bad Allergy Attack & Food Poisoning All in ONE Week!

#‎CantCatchABreakWeek‬ continues. 1st l get nasty cold, 2nd bad allergy attack -then last night the worst stomach cramps, charlie horses ever only to spend the night on bathroom floor curled up in pain, while violently & exposively spilling out my guts!! l must have been something l ate - it lasted most of the night - soooo much came out of my body, which is weird, cause l have not been eating that much due to being sick. l only drank tea! l am wiped out!! Thank you Keri & Dan  for dropping off the Pedialyte to me last night - l sooo needed it this morning!!! -- Now, Starting to feel better, just weak and scared to eat ANYTHING! It seems like l get food poisoning 2xs a year now, WTF?

15 hours straight on Couch!

WOW - I spent 15 hours straight on the couch - must be a record!! I laid down on couch after work yesterday - took nap - awoke to watch a bit on TV with the hubby - fell asleep again - awoke at 3am - Frankie my cat all nozzled next to me, to cute to disturb him - so l stayed on couch - slept some more only to awaken at 8am by the bright sun shinning in my eyes - ok - up l go - stiff as hec - but up - HAPPY SATURDAY!!

 (photo of hubby and Frankie on couch)

Drinking Spiked Egg Nog in my PJ`s watching Holiday Movies!

what am l doing on my day off on this beautiful Saturday before the boat parade 2night, you might ask?? Watching Christmas movies back to back - drinking spiked egg nog in my PJ`s - that`s what!!