Saturday, February 26, 2011

Primping Parties

a Primping Party = Usually a bunch of Girls, (but it can be Guys) all get together -usually at one`s house, have snacks, enjoy a few cocktails, engage in some same gender conversation, a little 'Pre-party' before all heading out to the Main Party.

6/23/2000 - 7/28/2000 - Blast from The Past - Stacy`s Diary

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lt`s my Grandmother`s 80th Birthday on August 1st. We are having a party for her on Saturday. One of my cousin`s from Texas is coming out as well.....l can`t wait! l love my Grandma soooooooo much!!!!!! :-) l bought her one of those singing fish that hang on the wall. l bought one for myself as well...l love`s set on motion detection mode. l hope she likes it. l never know what to get her...she has everything. The fish, l hope, will make her smile. ----------------------------------- ComicCon went great. l got a lot of ideas for future conventions, met a lot of cool people, saw Lloyd Kaufman of Troma and bought a lot of cool artwork. lt was beautiful in San Diego last weekend. The hotel was too nice to leave to go to the convention. l`ll have to go back to stay there when l have time to enjoy it more. ------------------------------------------------- l have some bad news for you....Veronica Blue passed away last month. She is in my 'Friends' section. She was in a auto accident...l don`t know the details. lt`s a shame, she was soooo young and was just starting out. l still cannot believe it. --------------------------------------------------- l`m thinking about doing something behind the camera as well as in front of it. l want to do a show. l want to interview fetish models, surfers, skateboarders, bellydancers, actors, singers, bands, b-movie producers,snake charmers etc, etc. l`m looking into it. What do you think.....does that sound like something you would watch? l would have guests, go on location, interviews, contests, and stuff like that. --------------------------------------------- l`m sooooo full, l just got done eating half of a medium pizza! l ate the 1st half last night, now l got home from work and ate the other half in less than 15 minutes! And you thought models don`t eat, HA! l even had chocolate pudding with whipped cream for desert....oh l know how to party, or what? :-) oxox,Stacy

l just got done filming the movie 'Pretty Cool' which is part of the famous Emmanuelle Series. l play a cheerleader named Samantha. l have a small part in a 'classroom' scene and l have a big part in the 'shower scene', with lines and everything :-) Then l am one of many bikini girls in the 'pool scene' and l posed with the whole cast for the movie poster. The director wants me for another scene that he will be filming on Friday, but l told him l cannot do that. l have to be at ComicCon in San Diego. l don`t know what he is going to do. He really needs me to be there on Friday. You see Directors film scenes out of sequence and he needs to film me doing a cheer with the other cheerleaders that leads into the other scenes that we already he kind-of has a problem. l just hope he does not cut me out of that scene that he already filmed just because he can`t film me in the 'set up scene'. But oh well, that`s out of my control. l wish l could film on Friday, but l can`t miss another day from ComicCon. l was suppost to be there from Thursday-Sunday, but since the movie took a lot of my time, l can`t make it for Thursday :-(

l`m looking forward to ComicCon. l had fun last year, l played 'The Blonde' and was with the Creator, Franco Saudelli, while he was signing autographs. That was soooo cool!! This time l will be at the SHIB and The SuperHeroine Central Booth as well as the Troma Booth. l will be in a superheroine outfit, maybe Super Stacy, maybe Flag Girl......who knows ;-) l will be giving away keychains, pens and l`ll be selling autographed illustrations of me as Daisy Chain signed by me and the legendary George Perez of DC Comics! He is soooo cool!

My poor web-master. l just dropped off new pix for my site. You should have seen his face when he saw the 2 big heavy bags that l dropped heavily on his desk. l dropped them off last week and he is still scanning them as we speak! l kind of went photo crazy this month! l think you will be in for a surprise! They are better quality, better resolution, some are way more 'sexier' than the pix from the past, l`m more naked in them, and l let my hair down and 'get loose' in many of them ;-) l think l`m finally getting 'in-touch' with my womanly side. l`m so use to being a 'girly' type. You know, that innocent, wide-eyed, slightly dingy, damsel in distress type. Now l`m noticing in my most recent of pictures, only lately....l`ve been acting more like the sex-kitten, woman in charge wild cat type. lt might be because of my new hair cut. For those that have not seen it (you can see it when l`m in my live chats), l cut it just below the shoulders, feathered it like the Farah Fawset when she was in 'Charlies Angels' and died the ends of it an expresso coffee color, like Debra Harry of Blondie. l, lately, have been putting a flower in my hair, on one side, like that actress in the old Bob Hope and Bing Crosby movies, for some reason her name escapes me. lt feels like l went from being Goldie Hawn to being Rachel Welch or Sophia Loren........GGRRRRRRRRR! ;-) oxox,Stacy

Hi Everyone! l`m writing this being very tired. l just got home from doing my live chats....traffic was at your normal slow pace. Now l put on my comfy shorts and men`s t-shirt, just had some apple/cinnamon rice cakes with melted fat free cheddar cheese on it.....yummy dinner, huh? Actually, they are really good...l could keep eating them `till l bust a gut. l have weird taste in food, l actually love diet food.....ummmmmm;-p --------------------------------------------------------- l finally got in touch with my little brother after not knowing where he was or how he was for many years. l was worried about him. l was not raised with him. l was raised by my Grandparents after my Mom and Dad divorced when l was a baby......therefore l was raised as an only child. My Dad had 2 boys from his 1st marriage, me from his 2nd marriage, and a girl and another boy from his 3rd marriage. l had 3 brothers and 1 sister, but l was not raised around them, l love them dearly even so. l`m glad l was raised by my grandparents(my Dad`s parents) was the best thing that could have ever happened to me:) They were strict.....but l loved that...they made sure that l was raised right and not running a mock. They were soooo loving and sweet and they never fought! They were married for over 50 years! ------------------------ --------------------------------------- My Dad has always been abusive to his sons....for some rea s on he didn`t like boys. l think it is because they threatened his 'manhood'. My Dad is very competitive. No one can be taller(which is hard for him `cause he is kind of short), richer, tougher, smarted, meaner, more cunning, charming...etc, etc. lt was a matter of time before his boys would be taller, richer, etc, etc. So he decided to miss-treat them and make sure they knew that they would always be 2nd...he would be always the 'Main Man'.....give me a break. My poor granparents, they were so ashamed, they didn`t know where they went wrong with him. They blamed themselves for his behavior. They tried to make up for it by being very loving and giving. However they didn`t know that he was abusive, no one did..........we found this all out when the boys grew up. ---------------------------------------------- He told my little brother when he was young, not to visit the family or that he will find him and 'punish' him. My brother was so scared he left and we didn`t hear from him in years. l was calling everyone trying to find him. Years and years went by. Well, one day l got a message on my Voice was him! l called him back and told him to call me. He did, and he came out to see me. Now he comes by every Sunday and spends the whole day with me!:) He is the sweetest thing in the world. l told him that he is always welcomed at my house and that our Grandma misses him dearly. l called my grandma and gave him the phone. She was soooo happy to hear from her missing Grandson! ----------------------------------------------------- Now that l found him...l`ll never lose him again. He used to be a model and he is thinking about getting back into it. l`m going to try to find him some work. l wish that l can have a business big and profitable enough to employ all my friends and family.....l think l will try to make that happen. My cousin already hit me up for a job, so l`m busy looking for something that he can do. l want all my friends and family to be close to me and to be financially stable and happy........that`s my Goal!:-) oxox,Stacy


Did everyone have a good 4th of July? l did! My brother, my cousin and my ex came to my house for a major block party. My neighbors downstairs had their annual 4th of July Block Party. We close the street down, draw a chalk drawing of a huge American Flag on the street, decorate the houses, have a band play, free beer, food(for a limited time) and everything! l would say about 1000 people showed up! lt was soooo cool! l felt like Gidget in an Beach Party Movie! After the all day in the sun event, we went to another friends house to watch the fireworks over the ocean.... how pretty it was! Then we lit off a few of our own fireworks. lt got a little scary, as you know 'Boys will be Boys' and they were lighting bottle rockets straight from their hands, so it would go straight acro ss and not up in the sky. l heard a few people got hit in the leg with the bottle rockets. That`s not cool.....those boys deserve a spanking! Ummmm....well maybe they deserve more of a punishment than that;) -------------------------------------------------------------- l never knew l could ever like Country Music. l have always hated it, but l`m a changing. l`m really getting into it. l`ve always loved Rock-a-Billy, and Elvis Tunes. l just bought my 2nd country CD. The 1st was Patsy Cline, the 2nd was a combination CD of Hank Williams Jr. and Sr.. l love it! l don`t know if l could get into mainstream Country, but l love the 'Old School' type....l guess you would call it Western. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- l will be in my Live Fetish Chat this Tuesday and Wednesday (July 11th and 12th)from 10am-3pm Pac Time. l will also be at San Diego`s ComicCon (Comic Convention) during July 20th-23rd. l will probably dressed in a SuperHeroine Costume, fighting crime and all:) oxox,Stacy

To update on my last weeks 'Rant'. lt looks as if the lady that was denied to move into my old house will be pressing charges against my ex-manager. l am so glad someone is finally standing up to him, l hope he gets what is coming to him and justice will finally prevail. ------------------------------------------------------------------ l got a part in a movie....a speaking part! l met with some people while l was in Cannes with Troma Films. They called me this week and asked me if l would like to play the part of Samantha, a stuck up cheerleader in a independent film called 'Pretty Cool'. The film is sort of like the movie 'American Pie', a coming of age movie. My scene takes place in the girls locker room. One of the guys takes this serum that makes him invisible. He goes into the locker room while us cheerleaders are taking our showers. Well, l think you know what happens next....l mean what would you do if you were a guy in High School and you were invisible in the girls locker room? (tee hee) l have speaking parts and everything! l film it the month of July, starting next week. S o l`ll keep you posted. ------------------ This weekend l will be at the Vans Warped Tour and the Hootenanny all day walking around and checking out the sites. l am scheduled to be in my Stacy`s Chat and/or my Dungeon Chat this Monday July 3rd and Friday July 7th. Sometimes l am scheduled to be in my chats and l don`t make it due to shoots that come up unexpectedly, sorry about that. So just remember, those dates are tentative. l am adding a new video to my video clips section as well. ------------- Watch for me in an upcoming issue of Skin2 magazine. l just did an on-line interview with them. l am not sure when it will be out, but it should be interesting. They asked me some very difficult questions. lt made me stop and think....ouch that kidding, but it did make me think about who l am and what am l doing here. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- ln case you missed it, l updated my 'Friends' section last week. lt is pictures that l taken myself of Veronica Blue. Now, l`m not THAT mean....she liked what l did to her....she is such a good little slave:) ---------------------------------------------- As you know Anton Productions and Double Trouble does m y custom videos for me. Well it looks as if l will be adding the tight a sexy binds of Jack Banner to that list. So if any of you want a custom video, let me know...l`ll give you the details. Talking about Double Trouble, they featured me on their site this month of June. l believe their URL is . They have my interview up there in text and audio form. oxox,Stacy

l have a 'Rant' this week. Why are people soooo mean and why do they like to play with peoples lives? ls it the power? l`m so mad and overwhelmed that l don`t know where or how to start. l bought a mobile home years ago, when l was very young. l thought l would like to own a small house instead of renting. l thought l could sell it when the mortgage was up and use the money for a down payment on a house when l sold it. Little did l know that the economy would be great and no one would want an old run-down mobile when they can get a nice new home instead. ------------------------------ The managers of the park were a little strange. You see, l can buy a mobile home, but l have to pay a space rent to the park and the managers of the park has to 'approve' you. When l met with them, they asked me 50 questions; will l have kids, do l use drugs, will l have boyfriends over, etc, etc. l was young and l was taught to respect authority, so l answered all the questions. l guess l passed, because they let me move in. -------------------------------------------------------------------- The 1st confrontation was that week. The rule book was thick, but l followed them. One of the rules was that you couldn`t park in front of your house, only in the carport, which l did. My grandparents had a car the same color as mine. While l was at work they came to my house and brought me a few items that they thought l would need now that l was on my own. They must have parked in front of my house, `cause the manager came to me when l came home and yelled at me. She said that l knew the rules' and l cannot park in front of my house. l tried to tell her that it wasn`t me, l was at work all day. She started to yell more and said, ''look here missy, it`s not to late to throw you out of here, l know it was you!" The more l tried to talk to her the more mad she got and walked away. ---------------------- That was one of a million....and l am not joking.....of confrontations through the years of me living there. They were soooo mean. They would talk bad about me to other mobile home owners in the park. They turned a lot of people against me. Some of them were drunk men that lived there and they would say lewd comments to me while l was using the pool or doing laundry. l was accused of graffiting the public bathroom....l would never do that, but they blamed me anyway. lt was torture. l couldn`t fight them much...l`m not good at it, but l did stand up for myself, and that just made them hate me more. -------------------------------------------- lf l had a complaint, they did nothing, but if someone complained about me, they were right there. More and more, people were moving in that were scary. They were that 'white trash' type you see on the Jerry Springer Show. Druggys, drinkers, domestic violent type people. l thought they were suppost to 'screen' people here. ------------------------------------------------------------- Well, as you know l moved out of there 2 years ago. l still own the home though. That means l still have to pay the space rent as well as the mortgage. l never thought l would ever sell it. lt was an eye sore, l was too busy to show it to anyone, l was too far away from it, etc, etc. Well, finally a couple months ago a lady got a hold of me. She was from a real estate company and she had a buyer for my home! lt was to a disabled lady. Her father was going to buy it and fix it all up nice and pretty for her. l went in and filled out all the paper work, l was so happy! l would finally get rid of my home, no more paying space rent and mortgage for a home l`m not living in (plus paying my rent on my new expensive place), and it would be all fixed up! l tho ught all was going to be good right? l was so wrong! The manager of the park refused her to move into the park. He said he has that right, he doesn`t want a disabled lady to live there. ------------------------------------------- l tried to tell him that her father would fix up the home and that he will have a nice home instead of the eye sore that is there now. l told him that her father is paying for it, so he will get his money on time. l told him that it would be discrimination if he refused her. l told him that he had 'white trash druggys' there, why is that okay, but not her? He refused still. l think he is just doing this to 'get' to me. ----------------------------- l feel so bad for her, she was crying and everything. She is fine to live on her own, l think he just doesn`t like women or disabled people or anybody for that matter. I was told he asked her the same questions that he asked me all those years ago. l was now told that those questions are not appropriate. -------------------------------------------------------- l want to fight him so bad. This is so wrong! He always gets away with this kind of stuff. He has good lawyers that fight all his battles and wins. Why do people like this always win? What is wrong with our system? He is telling everyone lies about me. When l lived there l was harassed. l am still being harassed. Now l still have to pay that space rent and mortgage to a place l have not stayed in for 2 years, l`ll probably just give the home away and pay the mortgage off, just so l don`t have to pay the space rent and get away from him. l feel so sorry for that lady. l have people watching the house for me, just never know. l just wish justice would prevail. l`m usually positive, but this is bringing me down. l think being evil must take a lot of energy. lt takes a lot to be`s a lot easier to be nice, l think. l ha te games, l hate evil, l hate mean people! l got to fight, we got to fight! Thats why people like this wins, no one wants to fight, it takes a lot of energy-negative energy. Evil loves the negative energy, they thrive on it. We need to help each other out, we need to stand up for ourselves....but why does it have to be so hard? ---------------------------------------------------------- Well, thanks for listening to my 'rant'. Sorry if l brought anyone down, l just had to get that off my chest.
Come see me Tuesday and Wednesday June 27th and 28th in my fetish chat rooms...l love chatting with you!:) oxox,Stacy

Friday, February 25, 2011

5/5/2000 - 6/16/2000 - Blast from the Past - Stacy`s Diary

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400 E-Mails, yes, 400 and still counting....that is how many are in my unread files. l`m sooooo sorry, if one of them are yours, and l have not sent you a reply. l`ve been busier than usual, not really with work so much, however, l have been working a lot. l just have been busy with everything lately. l have been bust trying to decorate my new place. l know l don`t need to make it perfect right away....but l do. Everyone wants to come by and see it, but l wont let them until it is decorated the way l like it. So, l`m shopping, nailing things to the wall, moving this and that in-between working and spending time with my friends.....which l am trying to do more of. You see, l got caught up with work so much (which l love completely), that l was not spending any time with friends and not going out and do things. l decided l need to make time for that. Life is too short and l need to try to fit everything into my life as l can. l miss my friends as well, and l miss meeting people. So here l go, out in the world l go......gulp! ----------------------------------------------------------- l worked with Darla Crane and Alex Foxe yesterday, for a bondage video for Close-up Concepts. l always have sooo much fun with them and their shoots! l got a little quite towards the end of the shoot. l feel bad for that, l hope the don`t think l wasn`t having a good time. lt is just that the last scene was a vibe scene, where Alex ties me up and gets a vibrator and 'pleasures' me. lt was great, but it was really hot that day. When you are tied up, it makes it hotter. Whenever l get 'vibed'...l get really HOT. lf l eat before....l get hotter. Well we just ate lunch. So l got really hot, but not in a good way, l got kind of nauseous. So l got really quite. Plus, the vibe tickled me at first. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- lt`s hard to write this right now......l`m watching Regis and Kathie Lee......or should l say Jillian Barberie! Jillian is the weather girl on Good Day LA on Fox at 7am-9am. l love her!!! She is soooooo funny and soooooo cool!! l met her a few times on The X-Show at The FX Studio when l did The X-Show. She was sooo sweet! We talked about hair, Troma and wigs. l think she will be a big star....or at least should be. She is married to Bret Baberie, who is a baseball player. She is such a hottie too......yowsa! -----------------------------------------------------------------------------
l changed the opening to my site! l love it, my webmaster did it, l think he captured me. l love the colors and stuff. l like it to be 1960`s Surfer Go-Go style. Ohhhh....l`m running late for work, l better go.......see ya next week! Hey, l will be in my live chat Tuesday and Wednesday June 20th and 21st Pac time.


Ahhhh, l`m still moving.....kind of. l`m moved into my new place, l`m just re-arranging things, decorating, l`ll put something up...look at it, put it somewhere else, stare at it for 15 more minutes then move it yet again. l do that to almost everything in this place. l already put too many holes in the walls! l keep changing my mind. I think this looks good here, no wait, it looks better here....well ummmm...l was wrong, it should go here. l`ve been buying to much as well. l spent way to much money that l shouldn`t. l should be saving up for the new and improved rent payment to go along with the new and improved place. But, l`ve gone art and candle crazy! Somebody stop me! -------------------------------------------- l`m also moving my,`s for the better, l`m changing servers. This will make my site a lot faster. There might be some tech problems during the transition, so your understanding and patience is greatly appreciated. But l think you`ll agree, it`s for the best. l really want my site to be as good, fun, enjoyable and easily viewed as possible. l will be adding a new section to my site as well. lt will be called 'Stacy`s Archives'. Here l will have photo sets from the past that you may have missed or missed....get it?? Either you missed it `cause you never saw it, or you missed it `cause you`ve seen it and missed it when it went off the site;) --------------------------- Did you see me on E! last week? lt was a special that was called 'Wild on Cannes'. lt aired on Saturday June 3rd at 10pm Pac time. lt showed me at least 6 times. lt showed me getting ready to be lit on fire, getting into my special suit and being interviewed. Then it showed me on fire, and me being put out and pulled from the suit, then frolicking in the water and sand in my green thong bikini. Then it showed me with the Troma Team running a mock. l taped it, l started the tape to late, but l got most of it. lt might re-run....hopefully, keep your eyes open;) ---------------------------- l work again with Bryan Davis and Simone Devonshire tomorrow, that will be fun. l haven`t worked with them for awhile. l worked for Double Trouble last week. lt was a mud wrestling shoot.......oh my gawd, it was soooooo much fun!! lt got everywhere! l couldn`t get it out of my hair, it stayed in it for a few days. They make the mud like this, they get dirt and water, make it dirty water then break off foam and add it to the mix to make it chunky. lt is still all over the DT wrestling matt when l went there today for a wrestling match. l got to do that again, l had a blast at that!! ------------------------------- l scheduled myself to be in my
Fetish Chat this Monday and Tuesday June 12 and 13th from 10am-3pm Pac time
. They have not confirmed it with me yet, but hopefully l will be there. oxox,S tacy

Moving, moving, moving, keep those doggies moving, keep those doggies moving, Raw Hide! Yes, l`m still moving.....l got soooo much stuff, besides l finally got a place big enough to decorate the way l want it. You know what that means, right....Shopping!!!!:) l usually hate shopping, but this is different. l`m getting a big TV, candles, candle holders, a retro 1950`s dining set, Posters, Art (more Olivia, l love her stuff!), hardware, etc, etc. lt will be at least at least another week before l get it the way l like.

My children (a.ka. My Kats) love my new digs. They got more room to run a muck, hide,and more windows to spy on people with. l`ll take some pictur es of it as soon as l get it the way l want it. l seem to move the furniture on a daily basis....l ju s t don`t know where l want things yet.

l can`t wait to get back to work! l`ve been working during my move, but not as much as l would like, but l need this time to organize things. l worked earlier this week for Dyanna Lauren. lt was for a Vivid lnteractive DVD, this is the 3rd one l did for her. l love working for her and her crew, they are the best.....l love them, l love them! lt sounds like the DVD is a lot of fun as well!

This Friday l work with Double Trouble again. Those guys are soooo fun and funny.....we laugh so much when we work together. This shoot will be a wrestling the Mud!!! It is suppost to be a hot day too.....sounds messy, but fun! l don`t know when l can find time to go to the Renaissance Faire. l used to have a season pass and go every weekend. That was when l was in Rancho Cucamonga and was close to it. l love the Ren Faire. l love to dress like a wrench or a bellydancer, drink my mead and eat all the decadent food and buy all the crafts and jewelry.

l might be in my Fetish Chat this Monday 10am-3pm pac time......l still have to call them to confirm and see if they have room for me. Come and say 'Hi', l love talking to you guys....and Gals!;) oxox,Stacy


I`m baaack from Cannes. Boy so much is happening, I don`t know where to start. Cannes was ok, a lot of work. I had to get up early to work for Troma, then get ready and go to a late night party. Sounds like fun, but when you do this for 6 days straight, it gets to be exhausting. I was soooo sleepy all the time! I was too tired to sleep, if that makes any sense. I like to work or party, but not both, I`m not good at doing them together. I prefer to work more than party, to be honest with you. All they play out there is that Rave Music....yuck! I like a little of a variety in my music, but only Rave, all the time at every event, no thanks. -------------------------- I got to meet Dennis Rodman, he was at every party that was held. He dances pretty good, but wild. I met Christian Lassen, he is the famous artist that does those underwater paintings you see everywhere. He has his own gallery and shop in The Ceasars Forum Shops in Las Vegas. Joey, from the pop group N-Sync bit my hand....hard! He assumed that since I was a fetish model that I liked getting bit. Yeah, Right.....and does he like to sing and dance at every moment as well? ------- Getting lit on fire was the best time that I have had for the whole trip! I wasn`t nervous or anything. I was interviewed by 20/20 and the E! Channel. I think that E! will air the Cannes footage this Saturday May 27th (my b-day, how perfect is that?) at 8pm (pac time, I think). I made the cover of Variety and The Hollywood Reporter in Cannes on Tuesday May 16th! ------------------------------------------ I was invited to sail to Monaco on a Yacht to attend the Prince Albert Ball, with a Prince and my friend and fellow model, Paige. I turned it down, I was home-sick and I missed sick am I??? Oh, well...maybe next time....yeah, right, like there is going to be a next time!;/ -------------------------------------------- I am soooooo stressed right now. I am suppost to be moved out of my house by the 31st, and I am booked solid, I`m trying to do something for my b-day and I have not even got a key to the new place yet! I think the only day off that I can move, is my b-day....waaaaaaa. I have yet to do something on my b-day. I always work on it or am alone on it, since it falls on Memorial Day every year. Oh, well. I am getting a new 2 bedroom apartment. I need the room....I got soooo much stuff. It will be expensive too, $1700- a month! I hope I can afford it....I might be biting off more than I can chew. I need the room though.....oh well....I`ll try my hardest....I`ll just have to work more:) ----------------------- ------------------------- I still have not answered all of my e-mails since I have been back, I`m sorry. I still have 275 e-mails to reply to. I will reply to all, just give me a little more time. ------- I updated my Memb er`s Forum last week, I hope you like the cool drawings that people have sent me....they are really talented. ----------------------------------- Well, I better get back to my e-mails.....who knows, the next e-mail that I reply to, might be yours;) oxox,Stacy

Wow, what a great time I am having here in Cannes!!!!:) Ackkkk, I have no idea what kind of time I am having, I am still at home, going crazy trying to get ready to go. I had to write this weeks Stacy`s Words before I left, since I will be unreachable until the 21st. I hope I didn`t get BB-Q`ed....I don`t want to be the 1st model in Cannes to get 3rd degree burns! I know I am missing my kats royally!!!!!! Johnny Cat, Kaiko, Bear.......Mommy loves you and misses you...(tear, tear) ------------------------------------- Remember, if you have any technical problems with the site, let my WebMaster know. You can r each him at the bottom of my opening page of my site, scroll down to the bottom were it says 'WebDesigns' in bold red print. He also the same guy that owns and runs BondageByRequ est , Jim Martin. As soon as I return, after the 21st, e-mail any tech problem back to me. ----------------------------------------------- While I am away, visit my friend Riki Rachtman`s new Skateboard and Apparel site at: . I wish him all the luck, I want his site to rock! He is a really cool guy (not to mention cute as hell!:) with the coolest tattoos you have ever seen! He has a lot of great ideas that I think will work. l always dug Skateboarders, Music and the whole fashion and life style that surrounds it. I`m sooooo not the LA, rich guy loving, label wearing, fake, how much money do you make, what do you do for a living, who are you, me-me-me, type of chick. I love people who love what they do, who are happy, and that can make money doing what they like and want to do. Nowadays it is easier than ever to make a living doing what you really want to do. Riki is a great exampl e of it, he is turning his fun into a career.....more power to him! I`m doing the same thing, I LOVE WHAT I DO SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! I am so glad I got onto the web! I love meeting you guys at my conventions, chatting with you on my live chats, and being there for you! I love Fetish, I love Fetish Modeling, I love acting, I love the B-movies, I am the happiest that I have ever been! Can you feel the love folks....cannes you!;) ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Every once in a while I like to remind everyone that I go by my nickname in s ome vid eos an d web-sites that are out there, which is Kat. A few people used the name Kat Leiber, I have no idea where they got that last name from, but it`s out there. ------------------------------------------ Another site to visit while I am away, is . We both work for Anton Productions sometimes. Tell her Stacy says 'Hi'. We did some cool pix that will be up on my B-day week, Friday May 26th(even though it is not really until the 27th, but update day is always Friday). ------------------------------------------------------------------------ I am scheduled to be in my live chat rooms on Monday May 22nd, Wednesday May 24 and Thursday May 25th from 10am-3pm(PAC time).....come and say 'Hi' and I will tell you 1st hand the scoop on The Cannes Film Festival. Keep your eyes on the TV Stations, you`ll never know where you`ll catch me! I think the E! Channel will cover more of Cannes than any other Station, but I could be wrong. --------------------------------------------- Well, next Stacy`s Words I should be back!:) Talk to you later, have a Groovy Day...........Peace!:) oxox,Stacy

I am so overwhelmed right now.....I got soooo much to do before I leave for Cannes in a few hours, I don`t know how I am going to get it all done! I won't be able to answer E-mail or read E-mail while I am away. I will be back after the 21st. If you experience any trouble with the site, contact my web-master. You can contact him by going to the front of my site and scroll down to the end of the page, there will be a bold red text icon that says WebDesigns. Click that icon and that will allow you to e-mail him. Only e-mail him if you are having trouble with my site. When I get back, after the 21st, you can go back to e-mailing me for trouble shooting. ------------------------------------------------------ I am finally having a cup of coffee! I couldn`t drink coffee for 10 days due to my kidney infection:( That was so hard to do! I love the smell and the taste of coffee, especially in the morning. I love sweet things in the morning:) Well, the 10 days are up, the doctor says I am better, so I made coffee this morning....ummmmmmm! The doctor says I must drink water from now on. I knew that. I never drank water before this. I live on Pepsi and C offee. I never knew how dehydrated I was! I am losing weight from drinking water! I know that seems strange, but I am! I don`t really eat much, I exercise daily, and I was always wondering why I was a little chunky, now I body was storing water from the foods I was eating. Since I have been drinking water for only 10 days, I lost over 6 pounds!!:) Urika! (spelled right?) I am preaching to all of you out there just like me, I am going to say something that everyone told me, but I ignored.......DRINK WATER!!! You don`t want to go through passing a kidney stone or getting an infection, like I did......TRUST ME! ------------- -------------------------------------------- Did I tell you that I will be set on fire on Monday May 15th in Cannes? It is for a new movie coming out called Doomsdayer, I believe starring Bridget Nielson. They are going to put me in this huge silver suit, gloves, hood, goggles, the full nine yards. They ask me if I am ready, I say 'Yes', then I take a deep breath and they light me on fire. I walk 10 steps forward with my arms out. If I stop, turn, put my hands down or in front of my face, run, or take a deep breath I run the risk of the fumes &/or flames going down my lungs....not good. So I must take 10 slow steps forward while holding me breath, then drop to the sand, flat on my tummy, head down, hands out, then they come and put me out. Then they will ask if I am okay, I hopefully say 'Yes'. They roll me over then very quickly get me out of the suit and pull the very tight hood that will smear and destroy my make-up completely, and stand me up for the whole press can see that it is a bikini clad girl in the suit and not a burly guy. The E! Channel as well as at least 500 other press cameras will be there snapping photos and interviewing me. This is supposed to be a big deal. It is the 1st time that a model has been set on fire on the beaches of Cannes! Call Guinness Book of World Records please!!!!:) I am a little nervous.....hopefully it won't be a windy day, or that I need to take a breath....but I should be ok. ---------------------------------------------------- Well, I better go now.....I got a lotta stuff to do. I will write next weeks Stacy`s Words right before I leave for Cannes, so there will still be a new Stacy`s Words next Friday. I`ll miss you!!!!! oxox,Stacy

The year 2000 is kicking my butt!!!! First of the year I got Shingles, then a month later I got the I have a nasty Kidney Infection!!! It started Thursday night/Friday morning. I got the chills....bad! I was shivering so bad that my bed was shaking hard. I was in the fetal position and I have never felt so cold in my life! I couldn`t move, it hurt to much to. I wanted to get up and put something more warm on, but it was too cold to get up to do so....all I could do is shiver violently. ----------- I finally got up and put on a sweatshirt, sweatpants and my Ugg Boots, got back in bed in the fetal position and shivered some more. I finally fell asleep, but when I awoke I was burning up. I have been doing this all week. Really cold, shiver, get warm, burn up. I felt really achy, but I was not coughing, sneezing or had a sore throat. This was different. I always seem to get sick on the weekend, when all the doctors office`s are closed. I was sooo sick, I was scared. I finally called a cab at 3am on Sunday morning and told him to take me to the Emergency Room. They took me in right away. They took their test, took blood....ugg:p The doctor came back and said that I had a nasty Kidney Infection and I was suf fering from Dehydration. The fever drained my fluids, plus, I don`t ever drink water....well, that changed right away. They had to hook me up to an IV to replace my fluids. They also put some medicine in the IV as well. I hated that feeling. I felt like I was in a dream, I couldn`t walk, talk, focus, or even understand things correctly. ----------- They sent me home with a piece of paper to take to a Drug Store and get my medicine. As soon as I got home I had to sleep off this awful stuff they put in my system. When I awoke, I went and got my medicine. I think the medicine is working, but there is a side affect, I have the worst migraine in the world and I am very dizzy. It is hard to focus, it is hard to read or even type, anything that involves concentration and focusing. I get really light-headed and faint when I try. Fun, huh?

I am sorry I di dn`t get to make it to my live chats this week. I will try to make it in on Friday, don`t know what time yet, I think I have a follow up doctor appointment in the morning. -------------- I hope you like my Fetish Chat Room #2, I will soon get my Dungeon Chat up. Well, I got to go lay down now. Talk to you next week;) oxox,Stacy